It took me 2 days to get up the courage to call and make an appt with my GP to try to get some help... I've been afraid that she would refuse to treat me for my depression & anxiety if it was this bad, and insist I see a psych dr (which I have no money nor insurance to do). Finally today I felt like I had to do something as I am going out of my mind with weeks of stress and the horrible awful dread, depression, suicidal thoughts, constant agonizing chest-squeezing anxiety every second. After several failed attempts to make myself pick up the phone, I called to try to get in as soon as possible... and was told I am behind & it's been too long since I've been able to make a payment, so they flagged my account. Until I get caught up I can't even get in the door. With money the way it's been, who knows when that will be. It shouldn't be this hard and this painful just to be able to get through every day and find a way to survive the waking moments. It's just not RIGHT.