We've all felt unwanted, alone, like no one else cares. People say that that is a common feeling for a teenager to have. I understand where they are coming from, but I think that what I am feeling is much more that teenage angst. Is it normal to get so worked up about your flaws that you breka your hand punching a cement wall. I don't think so. Self-critisism is said to be every persons downfall. I don't know about everyone else, but it is definatly mine. I feel like death is the only way for me to escape myself, the only way to let go of my life now and start anew. Is that wrong? Some people might say yes, but I think that those feeling are just part of my minute to minute life. I can't go five minuites without considering just, killing myslef. It wouldn't be hard, and at least once I'm dead, I'll get away from myself. I'll get away from everything that is wrong with me which let's face it, is everything.