sometimes...

Discussion in 'I Have a Question...' started by endlessskies58, Mar 8, 2009.

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  1. endlessskies58

    endlessskies58 Well-Known Member

    i wish i could just melt away into nothing...

    i like being heard but then i get too wrapped up in what others think of me...

    then there are times where i feel like no matter what i do, i am never heard... like a mouse...

    i wish i wasn't so weird...



    i really feel like i'm done... i've experienced some of the best parts of life...

    i sometimes wish i had never been though... but that is too selfish...



    i really hate me right now...
     
  2. SadDude87

    SadDude87 Well-Known Member

    Me too. I've had very very happy times when the world seemed like my oyster. But it's been all downhill for the past 5 years. I've kept on waiting for it to pick up, but it just gets worse. It's like there's an elephant attached to my leg, making me sink. I'm struggling to get back up to the top, but slowly the elephant is growing, getting heavier. Soon it will be too heavy to struggle against.

    Good luck in feeling better
     
  3. SweetSurrender

    SweetSurrender Well-Known Member

    Yes. I wish the wind would pick me up and sweep me away into its swirls of nothingness.
    I am heard but i am never listened to.
    Sometimes i wish i had never been born, i'd gladly give up all of the good bits in life. Is it selfish?
    I'm so disconnected from myself, i don't think i could hate myself.
     
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