Song is perfect for me

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by HawthornePassage, Aug 9, 2011.

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  1. HawthornePassage

    HawthornePassage Well-Known Member

    So much I thought, I'd have to say
    though I try to speak, my meaning strays
    We can''t avoid the facts that brought us here
    I have come to say goodbye

    The lies I try to tell with my own eyes
    An act of pride, a wilful compromise
    Please understand how torn I am
    when I walk away from here

    I lament the moments we won't share
    If I am far too sentimental, I apologise
    Please understand, this is who I am
    and who I'll still be when I've walked away from here

    You know that I am not unkind,
    when I say: in the future, the past is just the past
    No going back, no change of heart
    But this is now
    Time will not defer

    My thoughts betray, so easily confess,
    how long I'll wait here after you have gone
    Nothing ends but I don't believe that now
    Please don't walk away from here

    When alone, when I remember days,
    nothing will change a single fact of who you were to me
    Oh, come what may, forever to the end
    I find it so hard to let you go

    Hush now
    Let it go now
    There's no need for sad goodbyes

    Hush now
    Let it go now
    I know it's time to go

    Time to let this fall from my hands
  2. cutiepie132

    cutiepie132 Well-Known Member

    Have you ever thought about putting your own words down and writing music, maybe it would help your sort your thoughts out. I used to write songs as a hobbie, maybe I'll share one sometime, well maybe, IDK, :smile:
  3. HawthornePassage

    HawthornePassage Well-Known Member

    ive written comedy skits
  4. cutiepie132

    cutiepie132 Well-Known Member

    Well that's kind of cool. Laughter is the best medicine out there. I'm really bad about picking on people and I used to pull pranks on people all of the time, so it got me in trouble, to the point military sgts came knocking on my door one day to find out what was going on, but what was just meant for one person, became a plague. Talk about getting embarrased, man I did. I used to get so bored, I had to amuse myself somehow. But it kind of got out of hand. LOL. I behave myself now.
  5. cutiepie132

    cutiepie132 Well-Known Member

    This song made me think of everyone on here, including myself, who knows the true meaning to how life sucks one, so if you haven't heard it before, theory of a deadman, enjoy..

    So sick of the hobos always begging for change
    I don't like how I gotta work and
    They just sit around and get paid
    I hate all of the people who can't drive their cars.
    Bitch you better get outta the way
    Before I start falling apart

    I hate how my wife is always up my ass
    She always wants to buy brand new things
    But I don't have the cash.

    I hate my job, all of my rich friends
    I hate everyone to the bitter end.
    Nothing turns out right There's no end in sight
    I hate my life!

    How come I never get laid nice guys always lose.
    How could she have another headache
    There's always some kind of excuse
    I still hate my job, my boss is a dick
    "I don't get paid nearly enough
    To put up with all of your shit"

    I hate my job, all of my rich friends
    I hate everyone to the bitter end.
    Nothing turns out right There's no end in sight
    I hate my life!

    I hate that I can't tell when a girl's underage,
    You know, I tell her she's a nice piece of ass,
    Then her daddy punches me in the face

    So if you're pissed like me
    Bitches, here's what you gotta do
    Put your middle fingers up in the air
    Go on and say "Fuck you!"

    I hate my job, all of my rich friends
    I hate everyone to the bitter end.
    Nothing turns out right There's no end in sight
    I hate my life!

    So much at stake, can't catch a break
    I hate my life
    No, it's nothing new hear " it sucks to be you"
    I fuckin hate my life
  6. OhneDich

    OhneDich Well-Known Member

    I was thinking about posting this song these last few days. It's really good and touching...
    Have you ever heard "Illusion", by the same band?
  7. HawthornePassage

    HawthornePassage Well-Known Member

    yeah i listen to them all the time especially during late night drives home
  8. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    Hoping you're OK...?
  9. cutiepie132

    cutiepie132 Well-Known Member

    I just listened to it on you tube, very depressing. Music can cheer you up but not songs like that. It was a bit hurtful to listen to. :sigh:

    Please don't laugh at me, and I know I am a bit overaged for this generation of music, but I was depressed all day yesterday, went to my room last night, shut the door, put in a hannah montana cd, and all I wanted to do was sing and dance..

    You need to get away from that kind of music. I know that can't be helpful with your mood. I hope your okkay too, let us know how your doing..
  10. HawthornePassage

    HawthornePassage Well-Known Member

    i like this one too

    its so serene, yet so forceful. evokes intense sadness and intense desire simultaneously. Like ascending to heaven and leaving all your human flaws and hurts behind
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