Soon, I think

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by Lost Disciple, Mar 17, 2007.

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  1. Lost Disciple

    Lost Disciple Well-Known Member

    ...And I have this crazy feeling that in the next couple of minutes I'm going to cut, and ruin my month-long no-harm streak.

    And I can't stop it.

    And the sad thing is, I don't know if I want to try to stop it.

    I just want peaces.

    I just don't want to deal with this.

    I want it to be over.
  2. selly

    selly Active Member

    i know how you feel.

    i haven't cut in probably...8 months.
    but a few days ago i was absolutely longing to cut.

    the thing that stops me is the guilt and disappointment i feel afterwards when i do relapse.
    focus on your goal of not cutting and try to find another way to release your emotions.
    scream into a pillow :biggrin:
  3. kirstie113

    kirstie113 Member

    I realize this is majorly off subject, but by any chance do you realize that not checking your emails sends everyone in Sparta in a panic? (not hinting anything)
  4. kirstie113

    kirstie113 Member

    Anyways, don't cut yourself, after reading your posts and stuff your totally wrong in thought. Theres plenty of people here that care about you, especially me ^-^... Otherwise I'll personally come there and make it so you don't. O.O
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