I have so many issues I am sure that I won't be here for long. I am only 17 years old but all I want to do is end my life. My family knows and they are very supportive but I they don't know how bad it is cause I can't tell them the truth. I'm just so scared of the people at the hospital finding out cause I volunteer there and work closely with most of the nurses and quite a few of the doctors. I live in a small town so usually if one person knows everyone knows. I can't do this anymore. My grade 12 graduation is in just a couple of months and I know I have to end my life before that cause despite being smart in my younger grades I became stupid with age. Can't do this anymore. I've tried meds and psychotherapy is there really anything that can make me feel like a normal human and soon.