What did i do to make you so ashamed of me? to make you so angry? to make you not care? I know im not the perfect daughter but aren't you supposed to love me regardless? If so why don't you? Why is everything i do wrong? Why do you have to shout at me all the time? Am i that much of a failure to you? You say you care. You say you stay up worried sick about me. It's all bullshit. If anything you make me worse. I feel worse than i ever have done before and i truthfully know it's only a matter of time before i go through with it. No one in my live gives a shit. You can sit here and bull shit me and say you give a shit. Fact is you have no clue who this is so don't bull shit. The only people that will know who this is is the mods and thats only because i can't be fucked to go through a proxy. Its all bollocks. It don't get better. It's all shit. Any day soon. Any fucking day.