I can't give you a reason to live, you can't expect that from me.
And I know how you feel, been there.
And I won't tell you that crap with "Suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem". Besides, suicide is not a solution at all, you stop to exist, that is all, you'll feel no releif, you'll feel ... you WON'T feel anymore. And I know that sounds quite appealing when you are in pain, on the edge, but it's an END to all you've ever been and ever could be, that's all. No good will come if you suicide, for anyone, not for those who love you and not for you, by the simple fact that you WON'T be anymore.
I know that I sound like a smartass, sorry!
Please reconsider