I just returned to work after two months in a mental hospital. I've attempted suicide three times in the last few years. Recently I bought a <Mod Edit:Methods>. I gave it away then went back into the hospital. I'm in debt up to my neck. I was a failure in marriage. I was a failure as a father. I was a failure in my career. I know sooner or later suicide will be my fate. It's just a matter of when.