its been a long time since my last post but I have been trying to ignore my depression and kinda been if i pretend it doesn't exist then it will go away. But tonight something happened that has put me well over the edge. Angels parents dog had a set of puppies and we got 2 of them, the runt was a cut little thing that his sister got. Now His uncle, aunt, and two cousins moved in with his parents to get on their feet. A couple of weeks ago the youngest cousin (who is 4) rubbed the runts face in to the gravel. She got punished and told how she could hurt the dog etc. Tonight she rubbed the runts face so hard into the gravel the stones pushed the dogs eyes into its head, smushed its face and killed it. All while the uncle was drinking beer and only 5 feet away. To make it worse she has been trying to hurt the dogs for weeks and everytime we tell her no, we get yelled at by her mom for bullying her. The fucking demon child murdered a dog tonight and its really hurting right now.