Sorry everyone for my stupidity and for lashing out at people and acting immature... I hope you all have nice lives.. Its true, I"m a hypocrite and a lier and a deciever..and I do believe in God, but that doesn't stop me from what I"m gonna do..:sad: (or maybe I know there is a God, but I don't believe in him..) But anyways, I"m sorry for everyone I sent harsh messages to and everything..(though I still believe I will go to hell if I commit suicide..) I feel like there is nothing left for me to do.. I guess I'll go to hell then.. I'm going to hell anyways because I'm bisexual! And I can't help it..So I might as well die..I've lived with my grandparents and my real parents and can't seem to find peace anywhere I live..So maybe I won't live at all.. I said I wouldn't post that I will commit suicide on here..but I LIED! I am a lier and I"m sorry! I thought I wouldn't post it..but, I changed my mind.. Again, I"m really sorry for acting like an idiot and pissing people offf! (Sorry to the moderators expecially!) :smile: Anyways, tonight is the night..seriously..I'm gonna attempt to do this again like I did a couple of days ago..this time, I"m going to take more of "them" A lot more..and I'm gonna make sure that I D.I.E...I deserve it anyways! Sorry everyone, truly sorry..I'm sorry, sorry soryy sorry... I'm not commiting suicide becaus of anything I've done to you guys, I'm having a really rough rought ime, and there is NO way out..alll the other black kids at my school hate me because I don't talk like the average "black" girl should, and they are IGNORANT and MEAN and they tell me I"m not really black ..So I don't fit in anywhere..I'd rather die than to go back to that dumb ignorant school again! I was brought up and taught to hate white people..but I"m starting to like the white race better than the BLACK! I'm not racist against my own race, they are just ignorant! Now I can see why some white people are racist..black people make themselves look intimidating..plus, we got black and black hate..the darker girls can't accept me for being lighter than them..!! :sad: I hate my life..Why God why?? Why won't you do something abou tthis!!!!! WWWWWWWHHHHHHYYYYY!!! :sad::unsure: Bye everyone, sorry for that outburst..but I needed to vent.. (Maybe this should be in the let it out forum..I don't know..):blink: But, sorry if it was meant to, and I love you all and I"m sorry for the rude remarks, for real! It will never happen again.. P.S>- I love you whitedove, if you get this..! Remeber me as your friend!