I have been hesitant to post but I need to get this out. I started my break from work last week and i still have another week left before I go back. I have been trying to be productive but it's been difficult. Like this morning I went out and walked to the store, but going and coming back from there, I felt overwhelmed with emotional pain (sorry for sounding dramatic). It's hard to explain in detail but it's over various things going on. Right now, i tried to watch Wonder Woman 1984 but am just really distracted with negative thoughts and feelings. I feel stupid saying it like that. I just wish I wasn't always feeling so worthless and hopeless. Sorry if that didn't make sense.