Hi, I'm 17 years old, I'm a senior in high school and I'm just having a bad night I guess. I've been doing really well with my depression lately I thought but right now I just feel terrible. I don't know why. But I feel like my whole body is just incredibly fat and bloated and severely just obese and hidious. I feel like I have nothing but acne covering my face and I have a problem when I'm uncomfortable with how I look I scratch at my skin which I feel just makes me uglier and I can't stop. I feel so worthless and pathetic and I really don't know what to do with my self. I've been eating less and less but I feel like all I'm doing is gaining more weight and I'm just a lazy idiot, I'm never going to go anywhere in my life I feel like I'm going to end up flunking out of school and I'm going to live on the streets where I'll live alone and eventually die alone, that's my biggest fear and I just feel so incredibly numb right now, as if I don't even exist. I just want someone to talk to, even if just a few minutes. Sorry I know my words are all jumbled and it doesn't make sense but I feel like I have no where to turn.