Feeling really alone and even more suicidal than usual. What do you do and why do you continue when you have no one, and just no desire to live. I have friends and aquantices I see almost everyday, but it just isnt enough. For instance I see them at the gym we talk and socialize, but when we leave they go home to families and loved one, and I go home to nothing. I do not know if anyone else is in a situation like this, but the pain I feel every second of my life just hurts so bad. I ask myself why is it like this. I am a good person, I always help people, always put peoples feelings first, but it feels like this is my destiny to be alone. I once told a friend that you could be in a room with a hundred people and still be the loneliest person in the worlds. This is me, I feel like I have nothing and no one. No reason and no strength to go on. I am sorry if I rambled on, and could not express myself the way I wanted.