Sorry, I just needed to post

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by HomerSimpson, Feb 9, 2009.

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  1. HomerSimpson

    HomerSimpson Well-Known Member

    Feeling really alone and even more suicidal than usual. What do you do and why do you continue when you have no one, and just no desire to live. I have friends and aquantices I see almost everyday, but it just isnt enough. For instance I see them at the gym we talk and socialize, but when we leave they go home to families and loved one, and I go home to nothing. I do not know if anyone else is in a situation like this, but the pain I feel every second of my life just hurts so bad. I ask myself why is it like this. I am a good person, I always help people, always put peoples feelings first, but it feels like this is my destiny to be alone. I once told a friend that you could be in a room with a hundred people and still be the loneliest person in the worlds. This is me, I feel like I have nothing and no one. No reason and no strength to go on. I am sorry if I rambled on, and could not express myself the way I wanted.
  2. Godsdrummer

    Godsdrummer Guest

    You expressed yourself well. I too feel that loneliness. Every day.:sad:
  3. snowraven

    snowraven Well-Known Member

    No need to be sorry for posting. It's hard when you feel so lonely. I know that as I'm in the same position myself. Best wishes. Hope you find someone to fill that space.
  4. cinZamurai

    cinZamurai Well-Known Member

    I feel like that myself from time to time, its a horrible feeling :(
  5. Acy

    Acy Mama Bear - TLC, Common Sense Staff Member Safety & Support

    Hiya, HomerSimpson.

    I wish I could make the hurt go away for you. I think feeling lonely is hard for everyone. Sometimes doing things that we enjoy (and can do) by ourselves helps. It fills the time and gives us new things to talk about when we are with others. :hug:
  6. HOW

    HOW Well-Known Member

    You could meet the love of your life tomorrow. Live for that dream. I'm currently living for it, even it seems unreal.

  7. Wozza78

    Wozza78 Well-Known Member

    I know its not enough to simply say "you're not alone", because words can never fill the hole that makes you feel so completely alone. I feel that this way all the time too. I see my friends and family getting on with their lives and marching on to a happy future, and I honestly don't believe that my destiny lies in that direction. I pray for deat every day but lack the conviction to do anything about it. I feel like a piece of driftwood. I hope that these words will give you some cumfort. You really are not the only person that feels like this.
  8. mdmefontaine

    mdmefontaine Antiquities Friend

    hi. . . i too, am lonely. whether or not i am around friends or family, i am lonely deep inside, because i don't have someone to share my life with, ie; significant other.

    i know how it feels. . spending time with my friends and as we part, knowing they'll go home and have a nice evening with their husbands. being alone, when you want to connect . .. is the hardest part.

    reaching out here, helps me. there are really caring people here. maybe you can find some help here .....just being able to share your feelings with people who understand might help. :hug:
  9. HomerSimpson

    HomerSimpson Well-Known Member

    Yep it just feels like a big hole inside you. Not having anyone to share anything with whether it is a significant other or just a really close friend to me is just a horrible feeling. I live with it it feels every second of my life. Thank you everyone for all the replies. Thank you.
  10. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    Hi Homer,
    Welcome to the forum!!! I think you will find alot of us feel as you do. This is a good place to talk it over and to make new friends who understand. No one here judges and we are good listeners. Feel free to PM anytime. Take care!!~Joseph~
  11. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Hi there,

    Dont be sorry for posting, that's what SF is for :)

    Whenever you feel lonely, keep in mind that you can always talk to me :arms:
  12. wheresmysheep

    wheresmysheep Staff Alumni

    you ramble on hun, this is your space as much as it is anyone elses :hug:
    its ok to hate being alone, i'm alone almost 24/7 fair enough i'm in a house with my mother, so its a tiny bit diferent. buti dont socialise at all. but thats through choice.
    for you loneliness at hiome, i would suggest a pet, cat or dog. they are so loviing abd they're there for you. the love and affection they give is unwavering and it just fills you up when you open the door.

    it ay not be the exact thing your looking for but it helps. :huh: here for you
  13. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    Ditto!! I agree with sheep. A pet takes away some of that lonliness and makes you actually feel something. I also Isolate my self in my bedroom 24/7 Have for the last fifteen years, also by choice. I have found this forum to be a life saver. It has also aloud me to start talking again. Fourteen of those years I did nothing but stare at the ceiling wishing I was dead. I came into a little cash so I bought a computer and have been here ever since. Hope you feel better soon...~Joseph~
  14. jj_x.x

    jj_x.x New Member

    the world is bullshit nice ppl get taken advantage of n ignored i feel like i do everythin 4 those around me but i dont get the support i need in return u can always post on ere or message me i kno i gain so much relief and comfort knowin people out there feel the same x x J
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