I feel like my last ounce of hope has been squelched. I can't explain what's happening. I just feel dreadful, I see my fate and its for the worse. I've been sobbing for hours on end, I started at 7 pm and have hardly stopped its now after 3 am. Nobody cares, I have reached out and nobody cares not even my boyfriend he's just tired of me, so I'm on here reaching out, even though I somehow know nobody cares here either. I'm alone. Tomorrow I have an important event going on and I can't imagine sleeping, any moment I stop doing something I'm sobbing uncontrollably. If I don't get sleep tomorrow is going to go horribly. This post is pointless, kind of like me and all the trouble I've caused people. I'm sorry everyone.