You drink, verbally abuse me, once when you were drunk or whatever(I know you were drinking)you broke my laptop in half after I told you what my ex-boyfriend did, then you said it was all my fault that you broke my laptop! And now, I decide to start drinking because I'm legal age and you flip out at me, even though I buy my own alcohol! I don't get drunk like you, I make sure that I don't get drunk since I don't want to end up as you, a verbally abusive bitch when she drinks! Which is what you become! You call me down to dirt and you wonder why I have no confidence? Well, how would you like it being told how I'm stupid and stuff nearly every day? How would you like it if I did that to you? You would expect an apology, but do you ever apologize? No, and you're MY MOTHER!!! I would move if I had a job or the money or someone else I could live with until I find a place of my own, but unfortunately, I'm stuck with you until I get enough money, get my degree, then leave this place once and for all. You have been treating me like shit since October 2009 fo what reasons I don't know and I'm SICK OF IT. Maybe I will kill myself tonight, after all, you HAVE said to me MANY times that I'm nothing but a burden and you wish you never had me. And guess what? ONLY ONCE did you apologize for saying that. And today is your birthday, so maybe I already ruined that, you told me that too, just because I had two drinks that weren't strong in alcohol last night. I didn't ruin anything in the house, didn't say anything to upset anyone, I just went to bed. My death will be a gift to you, since there will be no more burden as you have said, since you have told me that I'm nothing but a burden, and if it was up to you I wouldn't be going to supper with you and your friends tonight but I have to since you already told them. And now we have to put on this act where we're happy, since you don't want your friends to know the truth. That you hate me and think I'm nothing but a burden. Well you won't have to worry about that anymore once I die, since even though you may be "sad" at first, you will realize overtime that the burden is no longer here, and you told me before, your life would be much easier without me. So Happy Birthday. That's my gift to you. No more burden.