I don't expect anyone to remember, but I wrote a few posts about a girl that I liked and got hurt by. Well today is her birthday...I don't know exactly why that would bother me but part of me wants to wish her a good one. The other part of me feels like why should I after she could give two shits how she hurt me with her words and actions. If I had killed myself, it wouldn't have meant adamn thing to her much less anyone else. yet, i can't get rid of this pain. I don't want to interfere in her life or anything, but sometimes I wish she gave me the understanding I tried to give her. I'm sorry for sounding so pathetic.