Apologies for the issue with a bizarre redirect on the site earlier today. There was a large server update and an error in an IP address had the traffic routing wrongly. No hacking or anything nefarious and nothing to worry about. Sorry for any stress/anxiety caused. Very best wishes - SF Admin
There's no need to be sorry. Your going through an emotional ping pong match it sounds like. People will understand if you might bite their heads off one minute and then be all jolly the next. And if they don't then tell them about it.
People definitly want to understand you here.