seems like all i ever say is sorry. but im sorry. amy-i AM sorry, whatever u think. and what i said to u (u knwo what i mean) its still true. clare-sorry. i wont contact u agian. grant-love u. sorry im not enough for u. nan-i love u so dmn much. ur doing great. please dont give in. vikks/est/terry/joe/lauren-thank u all for being there for me, im sorry for how ive been. scum-thank u for all ur support. sorry. everyone-im sorry. im sorry that im me. really i am. ive tried to change and its no good, i cant. everything i have been told i am, you are all right-i AM all those things you have said i am. and i doubt ill ever change. cos believe me, ive tried. i give up. i am finished. ill be getting out of your way now. enjoy.