Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by emma-louise, Jun 13, 2007.

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  1. emma-louise

    emma-louise Guest

    i'm so sorry, i can't take anymore

    Things are too much for me now.

    i can't stop think about how i failed 4 friends and my 2 best friends and that they're all dead now, all since oct 05, they all killed thierselves and i didnt help them.

    There's one death that keeps running through my mind, my baby's, it won't go away. It's my fault, i killed my baby.

    i deserve to be dead.

    em x
  2. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    Emma you are not responsible for the deaths of your friends. They chose to end their lives and probably no matter what you did it would not have changed that choice. In the end the decision lies with the person making it. You did not make that decision, they did. Please do not carry that guilt. I remember vaguely about your baby. I wish you would not feel that you are the cause of that either. Hang on to whatever you can hun. Lean on your friends here for the support you need right now. You are a wonderful young lady. :hug:
  3. Beret

    Beret Staff Alumni

    Emma, were here for you :hug:
    Beret xxx
  4. Spearmint

    Spearmint Well-Known Member

    :hug: :hug: :hug: Emma. Please stay and talk with us hon.
  5. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    :hug: :hug: :hug: Ems
  6. resistance

    resistance Staff Alumni

    Hey Emma, you shouldn't blame yourself for what has happened. Your friends and your baby wouldn't want you to feel this way, they'd want you to live on and stay strong, do it for them. You can get through this. :hug:
  7. emma-louise

    emma-louise Guest

    That's it i give up completely totally and utterly

    i just want out

    i cant get a job anywhere

    my family is falling apart cause of me

    i hate myself

    i have no reason to live

    im all alone in this world

  8. Cybrsk8r

    Cybrsk8r Well-Known Member


    Please don't give up. You DO matter. :hug:

    What's going on with your family? We're always here for you. Talk to us. We want to try to help you thru this.

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