Sorry

[emma-louise]

i'm so sorry, i can't take anymore

Things are too much for me now.

i can't stop think about how i failed 4 friends and my 2 best friends and that they're all dead now, all since oct 05, they all killed thierselves and i didnt help them.

There's one death that keeps running through my mind, my baby's, it won't go away. It's my fault, i killed my baby.

i deserve to be dead.

Sorry
em x

 

[gentlelady]

Emma you are not responsible for the deaths of your friends. They chose to end their lives and probably no matter what you did it would not have changed that choice. In the end the decision lies with the person making it. You did not make that decision, they did. Please do not carry that guilt. I remember vaguely about your baby. I wish you would not feel that you are the cause of that either. Hang on to whatever you can hun. Lean on your friends here for the support you need right now. You are a wonderful young lady. :hug:

 

[Beret]

Emma, were here for you :hug:
Beret xxx

 

[Spearmint]

:hug: :hug: :hug: Emma. Please stay and talk with us hon.

 

[Sa Palomera]

:hug: :hug: :hug: Ems

 

[resistance]

Hey Emma, you shouldn't blame yourself for what has happened. Your friends and your baby wouldn't want you to feel this way, they'd want you to live on and stay strong, do it for them. You can get through this. :hug:

 

[emma-louise]

That's it i give up completely totally and utterly

i just want out

i cant get a job anywhere

my family is falling apart cause of me

i hate myself

i have no reason to live

im all alone in this world

sorry
x

 

[Cybrsk8r]

Emma,

Please don't give up. You DO matter. :hug:

What's going on with your family? We're always here for you. Talk to us. We want to try to help you thru this.

Eric