Sorry that I made it through the weekend. Sorry that I was such a coward. Sorry that I 'm too afraid to try a new method so I will have to rely on the same old, same old (hope that 3rd time is the one). Sorry that I couldn't be the mother I wanted to be to my children. Sorry that I found refuge in my lonely life. Sorry that I let my ex abuse me for 20 years. So that I got so screwed up with so many mental health issues. Sorry that I became such a burden to everyone and myself. But most of all, sorry that I have to say sorry at all.