I have taken pills sleeping pills to end it tonight, i cant carry on like this anymore. i try to gie people advise and for a while my advise worked, maybe not foe people i was writing it to but for me. it doesnt anymorfe. so i am hpoig the 100 sleepiing pills i hav taken will work. i love him so much but he deservex more than me. everyone does.!!! Hope this works. Thanks fo u support.