It seems like i can't do anything right. I caused alot of problems recently....I end up hurting the people closest to me....I wish I had a time machine. If you happen to stumble upon this one day then i would like to say I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything...I'm sorry for all the problems I have caused because of how selfish I am. I should have thought you first and foremost instead of my own self interests. I just want you to know that all of my feelings were real...if you believe me or not....I just want to say I love you.