sorry.

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by takencontrol, Dec 5, 2010.

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  1. takencontrol

    takencontrol Well-Known Member

    i want to apologise to all the lovely people i have met on here, the ones who have given me great advise and even though they havent been feeling too good themselves they have been there for me. im sorry for being a pain in the arse and for the worry and concern i may or may not have caused. you are great people and deserve to be happy and healthy. i want to wish you all the best and hope you can feel better soon. thank you guys. i now know what i need to do. :hugs:
     
  2. Fitzy

    Fitzy Well-Known Member

    You also deserve to be happy and you don't need to apologise. Hoping that what you need to do is positive? X
     
  3. takencontrol

    takencontrol Well-Known Member

    no its not love always :hug:
     
  4. Fitzy

    Fitzy Well-Known Member

    That's what I was afraid of! Please don't. I think the fact that you carry on posting means you are still wanting to cling on to life. I have to go to sleep now so I can get to work tomorrow but I want a response from you in 8 hours that tells me you are still here. Lots of love xxxxxxx
     
  5. Dave_N

    Dave_N Banned Member

    Please don't hurt yourself brownie. You deserve to be happy and healthy too. :hug:
     
  6. Fitzy

    Fitzy Well-Known Member

    Hi Brownie. Let us know how you are. X
     
  7. takencontrol

    takencontrol Well-Known Member

    hiya guys thank you so much for getting me through another terrible night, love ya all. :)
     
  8. takencontrol

    takencontrol Well-Known Member

    as is always things have changed yet again. bye.
     
  9. CatherineC

    CatherineC Staff Alumni

    Do you want to talk about it Brownie or have you had enough of talking? Sometimes I can't face going through it all again when I'm down.
    Let us know how you are.
    Sending hugs
    xxxx
     
  10. takencontrol

    takencontrol Well-Known Member

    im here catherine :hug:
     
  11. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    Hey Brownie, I hope when things get to rough that you go to the hospital..They will help you..I hope you know you can talk to any of us..We're here to help you..
     
  12. doityourself

    doityourself Well-Known Member

    Brownie,

    There is no need to apoligize for the hurt that you feel. Im sorry that I cant say anything to make you understand that your loved, your needed. I wish you could love yourself as much as the ones around you.

    Im here anytime you want to chat about anything!!!
     
  13. takencontrol

    takencontrol Well-Known Member

    i just want one day where i dont want to die, got an app for my psychiatrist, 24th jan. what a fucking joke.
     
  14. doityourself

    doityourself Well-Known Member

    I know brownie, Ive said that so many times before, I know this will sound like a line, but can you sleep, if that works then sleep as much as you can to get past this extreme point, the crisis that you feel now.

    Have you been able to talk to your H about what you feel?
     
  15. takencontrol

    takencontrol Well-Known Member

    he doesnt understand the illness like some but that i dont mind. no i sleep about 3 or 4 hrs thats it
     
  16. doityourself

    doityourself Well-Known Member

    Tell him the thoughts, dont beat around the bush, tell him exactly what your feeling. He may not ever understand, but let him hold and hug you.

    My H never understood either, I still dont think he does but he kinda got the point one day when I said if something doesnt change then you will find me one day with a bullet in the head, that opened his eyes.
     
  17. takencontrol

    takencontrol Well-Known Member

    im truly pissed of and to be honest everything is getting to me and on top of me. sorry i need time out and now.
     
  18. doityourself

    doityourself Well-Known Member

    Brownie, I do hope and pray that you find some peace within yourself. You can make it through this time, with the holidays and all you will be super busy, let that over take you. Start planning your dinner and thinking about the smiles and laughs on christmas morning.
     
  19. CatherineC

    CatherineC Staff Alumni

    HI Brownie
    Big hugs! I have to go back to work today so don't have a lot of time to post. I'll check back tonight and see how you are. Feeling very nervous about going back to work so send me some positive vibes :)
    Theres no way you can wait until the 24th. You need to ring the dept, tell them how ill you are and ask for something sooner. You might have to ring everyday until you get a cancellation.
    Ideally though, I'd rather you went straight to hospital A&E and tell them what you've done and how you feel. You need some prof help now and you also need lots of TLC. Going into hospital may well be the wake up call your husband needs.
    Sending loads of hugs, sorry I can't be around today.
    xxxx
     
  20. doityourself

    doityourself Well-Known Member

    Brownie, Hi hope today has brought you some peace and sunshine.
     
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