if u see me back on here it's because i failed my attempt. luckily for me i am decently smart at researching and found a peaceful way to do it. so know that there won't be any additional pain. i just wanted to say that i feel good now that i can let go. i hope you guys can really pull it together over the next 20 years and have solid natural roots planted by then or else life will be very devastating. in fact i know why i am here and that's to prevent the ultimate hell on earth and i know how to accomplish that. sorry for not helping. i'm not some maniac that wants to dom the world or anything, i just know that we need a major change from our synthetic life style or else we will be in hell. can't tell you how many indigenous (hardcore ppl for one example that have been the same for 4,000 years, escaped the spanish invasion, are 1000x more advanced then we are, their priests exist on 9 levels of consciousness, they know their shit and felt compelled to come out for the first time ever to tell us about the mass contamination of the world) people i have had the blessed opportunity to meet that have told our groups this. good luck and love you all.