Just wanted to say again.. Thanks everyone :thanks: I got everything sorted! I sat up all night thinking about everything, I'm knackered but, I have it sorted. I found the perfect answer so now I am happy(ish).
It may think it is only important to you, but I can assure you it is important to a great many people because whatever you plan to do also affects the lives of other people. Please continue to think things through. Stay safe hun. :hug:
Whatever happens, I want you to know that I respect you. :mellow:
Before you do what I think you're gonna do tonight, will you do something please? Get some quiet, and say aloud & believe:
"Dear God, I am a sinner like every other human being, and ask you, in your infinite mercy, to forgive me in the name of Jesus Christ, whom I believe in, and is the Son of God; and who was crucified on the cross so that my sins could be forgiven, and who physically resurrected to prove his promise of the gift of eternal life for those who believe in him. Please God, have mercy on my soul. Amen"
sam, its mostly in my previous posts. i havent the energy anymore. I have been working towards nd planning this all week as most people on here know. i dont want t fail it this time. i feel bad letting you all down but, that cant be helped... sorry.