I found the woman of my life. She left me in march of this year after over a year of dating. we were married when she left.
my life has not mentally progressed since then. for the past 6 months i only slept every other night so i can feel life. i strive for difficulty in my life.
Im an attractive 24 year old, bright, charismatic, have a lot of friends. but none of this matters.
I died the night she left on march 17th at 11pm. since then ive been floating in a vessal. why? there is no return from this.
She was me. i found myself with her. when she left, i died right there.
im not even suicidal, really. ive been living without anykind of progression since then. I've already killed myself.
so now what? i cannot feel, i do not care.. im dead.
whats next
my life has not mentally progressed since then. for the past 6 months i only slept every other night so i can feel life. i strive for difficulty in my life.
Im an attractive 24 year old, bright, charismatic, have a lot of friends. but none of this matters.
I died the night she left on march 17th at 11pm. since then ive been floating in a vessal. why? there is no return from this.
She was me. i found myself with her. when she left, i died right there.
im not even suicidal, really. ive been living without anykind of progression since then. I've already killed myself.
so now what? i cannot feel, i do not care.. im dead.
whats next