Apologies this is probably gonna be a confusing rant. My fiancee has moved out, shes staying in a hotel right now.. She needs space she says to try and work out whats wrong with her. Her councillor told her many couples split up and get back together. The fecking councillor I persuaded her to go and bloody see! Every second I think about her and want to phone her or text her. I have text her and she replies, but shes seems so cold, or am I just being paranoid.... I don't bloody know anymore. We both know that things have not been right for so long, but I wish I had not argued with her so much.... Now its seems to late.. She says she more confused than ever and I think its about whether she even wants to be with me at all now... Im gonna lose her I can see it coming, and I can't bloody do anything about it. Ive tried to reach out and its not worked I just need to wait I think... Give her time... But what if giving her time is not the right thing, How do you know? I don't want to lose her or my house or my dogs or my life....... I just want to scream at her "come back it will be ok we will sort it!" What wait's for me if she does not...... Back to before... pills and booze.... It will be a second house lost and a second engagment down.... On my own again. I don't want to do it all over. 30 years old on Thursday I will be.