hi..new here I was awake all night til 6 this morning with a suicide hotline person..she stayed online with me for hours. Did it help? Kept me alive for last night. However i feel pretty rough this morning and feel the same way i did before i made that call. Searching but i cannot seem to find what i need. I honestly think i will die ..how i don't know yet. Thinking.....who knows what. I feel crazy! Out of my mind exactly. Anyone there?