ok so very very drunk!!! Have had a day where all I did is cry..fucking fabulous that!!! Doesnt matter why..cos actually dont know. Thought (stupid me) it will be ok u have friends on SF they will make you laugh and cheer you up..think again..cos they didnt want to talk to me tonight. Fucking ace that!!! Why do I get so upset by it? Fuck knows!!! Don't know what I'm doing, don't know why I expend so much energy over nothing. Don't know why I get up in the morning. Don't know why I take up the fucking air. Aint it grand when all you are is a fucking ear!!! BAH!! I need to be dead!!! I AM SO SICK OF LIFE!!!