Ok here are some issues I am having; The first would be a case of where I helped my friend to pay his rent and 'get his shit' together. I was glad to do that because he is my friend and I don't like seeing others suffer and it really helped him out but the other half of me regrets it, I should of let him figure something out himself and no-one ever helped me when I needed it so he should sink or swim. The helpful one is the 'true' me but the second is the negative depressions and experiences that I have had. It makes it hard to wish people well, not that I want people to suffer if anything my personality is the opposite of that. Its more that I feel I shouldn't help people so much and just let them figure it out..since that's what I had to do. Also I find I get angry at these silly little teenagers and other people that get heart broken, I never found my special someone so why should I feel sympathy for some silly cow who gets tricked into spreading her legs or stupid emo's and their silly love triangles. And people bitching about how bad their ex's are; well why don't you screen your potential boyfriend or girlfriend a bit first, why should poor judgment get and sympathy from me. But then of course their is the 'normal' half of me that feels sorry for people and wonders what I should do to help.. I was always a kind and caring person but since this depression and anxiety and these horrible experiences have happened I find myself a bit split on certain issues. I am really interested to hear peoples replies and suggestions.