I know that there are some very religious/spiritual ppl on here, and so I'm just going to throw this out there (something I've never admitted to anyone in RL); I told God to 'fuck off' two years ago and I think he did... A part of me meant it and a part of me didn't. Is there ANY way to fix something like that? I have felt hideous ever since. If I were to be completely honest I feel that there is a part of me that has been cursed, by none other than myself.