I can handle and manage mostly anything else, but THIS drives me fucking nuts. I can get it to calm down but it usually helps to try to talk to someone just to have something else to think about and all of my friends are either offline or in bed since it's 12:36 AM where I'm at. I can't really focus enough on anything in particular and that's part of the problem because I normally have an extremely high focus level. I guess I'll try to burn some incense and eat something and put my mind off of the troubling things somehow. I guess I'm not sleeping tonight. If I had whiskey that'd be a nice way to calm myself down. I'll probably just eat some food and drink some soda or coffee. I hate when this happens to me. It's really annoying and I don't even know what really causes it other than wandering thoughts that wander off into areas that I wished they wouldn't.