fuck it im dru8nk ageen, and i hav to bee ion college but to het there i needeed to leave like tweeenty minuts ago whaat thje fuck ios wromg with me that i'm drunki at twenty paast tem?? theres no point, i shoula have died a lonmg time ago. I gotta go to college now. What the fuck am i and why can I do notheing right? Please help me, I dont wanna live anym,ore. I cant take ot anmymore. Should jst slit myu fuvkimg wrists, stab myself, nothings left im empty i deserve niothing else. NOTHINGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!