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Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by Lorax, Dec 18, 2013.

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  1. Lorax

    Lorax Well-Known Member

    I have (short of impending miracle) been denied school in spring. I missed the required score on my admission test by 2 points.. Technically it could be rounded to 1.

    I had so much hope, i could see out of state friends without paying to fly. I could meet new people to talk to. I could have a real goal to follow in life, and eventually find something i may tolerate doing for money. Plus it would be something to give my daily life distraction.

    On the other end, i have virtually no will to work right now. I can't bring my self to care about spending 6-8 hours a day, just standing around for pennies. I can't do fast-food. My severe ocd fears prevent that. I can't handle high stress either, but i get bored easily. I can't think of anything out in the country, except grocery stores, or fast-food. I need a job really bad, but i need help finding it. Autism-spectrum i guess.

    On the lighter side of life, i am having problems with my u-tract. I can't really get anyone to care enough to help me see a doc. It's also getting me out of bed for 10 minutes at a time, every 30 minutes or so. At least once an hour. So for the last 2-3 weeks, i really haven't had a single full night sleep.
    Hence leading to chronic sleep deprivation/ no sleep schedule.

    In short, i'm completely alone. No real resources to find people, except if my school decides to take pity on me. Can't work, as there's little opportunity, and i have no drive. I guess i just needed to feel like someone took my life seriously, or acknowledged it.
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I hope they round it off and you get into the school give them a call ok push for it hugs
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