I'm 16, about 5 foot 5 and roughly 140lbs, I've always been overweight and even in primary school got bullied for being fat. I have depression due to a number of things and my eating is just fucked up now. I eat one meal a day at most, and even then its a smaller portion to what "normal" people would have, but whenever I eat I just feel so ashamed and fatter than normal.. I won't eat in front of people unless I absolutely have to... I can easily go for days at a time without food, and I only eat when I feel my dad is starting to notice/ if I'm not at home and have to pretend to be normal... But whenever I eat I just feel so shit afterwards... Do you think this is the beginning of an eating disorder (not what I think because I'm overweight but it was suggested to me by someone close) or do you think its just due to the depression? Whatever it is I don't want help about it... If that makes sense..