I thought I had come to terms with cutting but with so much hurt and stress increasing in my life, I've been doing it more lately. The thing is, I have lost my never to cut...I am afraid to cut deep like I used to, but that physical pain is easier to deal with than the emotional. This past Tuesday, my aunt made me so mad, I went in my room and started punching the wall until my knuckels started to bleed. It actually helped me feel better...if I had called my aunt out for being in the wrong, it would have made things worse. I'm sorry for the rambling post, I'm just so upset right now about my life.