starting to depress again

Discussion in 'Family, Friends and Relationships' started by Rallen12, Aug 14, 2012.

  1. Rallen12

    Rallen12 Member

    so about 11 minutes i start to depress like so fast just thinking about my life

    I have no life,i spend my days in my house alone(cause i don't have friends to hangout with) i never really felt the need to be with someone i always though and still think i'l live alone and die alone but somtimes i imagine myself with a soulmate and then i realize how pathetic i am and start depressing
    i don't even understand why, i never believed in actual love why do i feel sad sometimes?
    i screw up my relashionships i get bored of the person i'm dating and then feel bad for wanting to break up with them

    i'm really starting to get depressed so duddenly

    my biggest fear is to die and disappear having noone to remember me to know i existed.
  2. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    That is awful...did something bring it on? I am going offline now, but plez PM me if I can help