The last few times that I've cut, I've felt really guilty after it I don't know why. I mean I love it, but I hate it. It hurts too much, I enjoy cutting my tummy so much that it hurts to move, hurts to stand, walk and sit ! I must be fucking crazy arnt I? What kinda person would do that to themself?!:dry::unsure: I promised myself I wouldn't cut my wrist...well that worked and I didnt, I cut my tummy instead then I broke the promise I cut my wrist again after like 3 weeks! I was proud, now im just ashamed of myself. I don't wanna cut anymore, but I do! this is screwed.hmy: Do you ever feel guilty?