i'm on the verge of completely loosing it. i just can't see things getting any better and i'm just giving up hope. every day and night i just ask to die. i have no reason to continue on living. i'm really tired of everything, i've had enough, and i can't take it anymore. i am not going to continue doing this and going through what i feel everyday for the rest of my life. its just too much and it will never stop.