I am starting down the path again, to where I can be so cruel to others. Devoid of emotion. Psychopathy. I have no idea what to do. I can't go to the hospital, because I am not a danger to myself or anyone else. I can't call crisis, because for 1) I don't want to talk to anyone about my problems, and 2) I don't really care to vent to someone. That leaves only one place I can go, and that is here. I was going to take another 2 weeks off, but I think I will stay for now.