It's simple, I just have become to feel pointless now.
My partner of 3 and half years recently left me, which was about the only thing left that made me genuinely feel like I had a purpose.
I'm 28, back living with my parents, have little to no social circle, a dead end job, and mental illness that has been haunting me for years now.
I've just begun to feel like I'm taking up space now, I have a loving family, and a councillor who I am seeing, but overall I'm just struggling to see the point anymore. I'm just constantly disappointed and uncomfortable, I'm on antidepressant medication, but just feel like maybe there's no place for me in the universe (I've felt that way for a while), I'm not a huge people person and I always feel like I'm just not "getting it" when it comes to being a normal person.
Starting to really think that maybe it would just be easier to check out at this point. Might be better.
My partner of 3 and half years recently left me, which was about the only thing left that made me genuinely feel like I had a purpose.
I'm 28, back living with my parents, have little to no social circle, a dead end job, and mental illness that has been haunting me for years now.
I've just begun to feel like I'm taking up space now, I have a loving family, and a councillor who I am seeing, but overall I'm just struggling to see the point anymore. I'm just constantly disappointed and uncomfortable, I'm on antidepressant medication, but just feel like maybe there's no place for me in the universe (I've felt that way for a while), I'm not a huge people person and I always feel like I'm just not "getting it" when it comes to being a normal person.
Starting to really think that maybe it would just be easier to check out at this point. Might be better.