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Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by me myself and i, Jan 2, 2011.

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  1. me myself and i

    me myself and i Account Closed

    Tomorrow, after i have handed my children back to their wonderful mother, i am going to go to crisis, i hold no hope.
    There is no need to discuss methods, i am more than capable.
    My love to you all.
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    you stay safe okay your children need you love you and when they are older they will be so grateful you stuck around for them You call crisis line and get some help fo ryou okay please
     
  3. wheresmysheep

    wheresmysheep Staff Alumni

    pete, 'go to crisis' you mean a&e? or yoru ending it
    if its the latter, you cant, we need you around here, selfish of us, btu we care for you, and we dont want you going anywhere
     
  4. Fitzy

    Fitzy Well-Known Member

    It was hard for you to say goodbye to your children - how hard would it be for them to say goodbye to you forever?
    Get all the support you need to keep yourself alive.
    X
     
  5. Ouroboros

    Ouroboros Chat Buddy

    Please stay with us hun, i hope u mean to go get help. Love you :hug:
     
  6. CatherineC

    CatherineC Staff Alumni

    Talk to us Pete. You need to get whatever is bothering you out of your system.
     
  7. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Come on Pete keep talking okay please let us know you are alright getting help okay
     
  8. texaskitty

    texaskitty SF Cat Lady Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Pete I hope you are ok, please let us know how you are.
     
  9. me myself and i

    me myself and i Account Closed

    Am going to the hospital later, i need some help, mums death anniversary and my own fight to get better is a fight i am losing at the moment.I want it to all go away. The mask that i put on for the children has to be thrown away, i need a new heart because mine is broken beyond repair.
    I am a failure.
     
  10. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    we love you
     
  11. Arthur

    Arthur Account Closed

    You're not a failure, you're a great person, i owe a lot to your help.

    I'm always here for you brother.
     
  12. Ldub20

    Ldub20 Well-Known Member

    We love you Pete. If you can find a way to realize that we here care about you, it would be nice. There are worse things, like not having a sense of belonging or not having the ability to find a significant other.
     
  13. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    You are NOT a failure Pete and i am so glad you are reaching out for help I hope in going to hospital you will get your heart mended. You are doing the right thing going in and getting stable so you can be strong for your children
    Let us know how you are doing okay I care about you and so do many others.:hugtackles::hugtackles:
     
  14. Fitzy

    Fitzy Well-Known Member

    You aren't a failure! It's really positive that you have recognised that you need to get to hospital. I hope you get the support you need. X
     
  15. Kiba

    Kiba Well-Known Member

    Im glad your seeking help.. Your kids need you. :hug: I hope everything goes well. Keep us updated!
     
  16. texaskitty

    texaskitty SF Cat Lady Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    I am glad you are getting the help you need. You've struggled with so much for so very long. I am here for you always. You are not a failure. Not in any sense of the word. You are loving, caring, and compassionate.

    I hope you feel better soon. :hug:

    Angie
     
  17. me myself and i

    me myself and i Account Closed

    Am going to see someone from the mental health team that i have seen before, the hospital set it up straight away.
    I really thought i was stronger than this, but im not.
    Have been given some anti depps, had them before, so we will see.
    Am so scared that i will lose access over my children, they are all i have, the only people who love me.
    I so wanted to forget the last couple of years, seems i have started off where i left off, useless, incapable of standing alone and a complete waste of space.
    So many frozen images, so much regret, loss, guilt, so many mistakes.
    When will i learn that we all think differently.
    This year will see me in court looking at an old face, one who still torments me so many years later.
    Where is the strong, happy man that i once was?
    Why is it, that all this has happened to me?
    All i ever wanted was to love and be loved, what is so wrong with that?
     
  18. doityourself

    doityourself Well-Known Member

    Pete,

    There is nothing wrong with wanting to be loved, maybe it the person you wanted to love you just doesnt know how, or is just to selfish to have tried. Does that make you less of a person, Nope sure doesnt. I truly believe that you will find love and happiness after you do what you have to to make yourself better. Right now you dont even know how to love yourself, plus you dont want someone to fall for you right now, this is not you as you say you miss the old you. Well lets get you back there.

    Give the meds a try, I know its all blah, but you never know these may work better than anything youve ever tried before.

    As for your children, Pete your doing so good, you realize you need help and your getting it, thats the best thing you can ever do for your children in my eyes. Your kids know that you love them and they wont see any less of you for reaching out for help, if anything they will look up to you or will when they can understand.

    Im sorry your feeling so down, I wish I had the right words for you, just know your doing the right thing for you. I wish you all the luck.
     
  19. Courtz

    Courtz Well-Known Member

    You will be missed pete :( We all love you
     
  20. lost81

    lost81 Staff Alumni

    Sorry I ain't been able to say much the last couple of days Pete but if weren't for you and others, don't know where I'd be right now. That's pretty far from being a waste of space and you know it and your loved so much more than you know. :hug:

    That strong person is there everyday. We all see it when your putting your own needs last for us. Use him to get through this and do what you need to do now to be safe and don't go through it alone.

    We are here for you. :hug:
     
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