I don't know where to begin. I havent really been on here for a while. Things are weird. I cant really say im any better. i dont feel like dying, but everything feels so trivial. Everything has become more and more hopeless. im pretty confused bout most everything. Everything i know is nothing. I guess what i mean to say is that im not sure bout anything right now. the future, everyones goals for me. its all so meaningless. ill die some day. maybe thatd be better. "Steps and Numbers" -Appleseed Cast Are you wishing on a star? Did you know your dreams are sold To people who dream only of gold? They'll find a way to pull stars down. Stand there, Dance with, Stand there dance with a memory. The caption reads, "It's all over now." Do you feel alone in the secret? Are you standing there just weeping? Do you feel the light is gone? Is it hard to remain strong In the face of all you know, In a world that's brought you low?