steroid abuse

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by dazzla, Sep 4, 2010.

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  1. dazzla

    dazzla New Member

    i started taking steroids about 18 months ago, only started to inject in the last 6 months. when i take them i feel amazing, invincible, strong, a king, confident etc, when i stop doing a cycle i get suicidally depressed and push everyone away, my emotions are running wild right now, paranoia general crazy behaviour. then i came to the conclusion in a round about way i think im self harming, i enjoy the feeling of that great big intra muscular needle going into me. i dont know what to do anymore
     
  2. dazzla

    dazzla New Member

    also because of the high amounts of testosterone in my system, i have extreme sexual urges, often consider just dropping my pants and taking some one man/women right there in the street, baring in mind im 100% straight and very shy about that sorta thing, so is that some sort of rape urge or something? im scared of myself
     
  3. Viro

    Viro Well-Known Member

    Rape isn't about sex, but power. I would try to find a way to overcome this by using an outlet for those feelings that does not involve harming another person.
     
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