Greetings and salutations. I am new to this forum, but definitely not new to the suicide thing. This is quite a struggle for me to even do this, but I feel I owe it to the people who love me and I love in return. I really want to end it all, but I am fully aware of the consequences of that action, should I do so. Will be posting in other parts of the forum so as not to contaminate this thread with unwanted or triggering information. Good luck to all who are here.