seems as though all the pictures of suicides ive been lookin at have turned me off to the thouhgt for a while. thinking of myself the as ppl in the pictures/vids makes me feel sick. so i find myself back on this forum continueing my repetive process of gettin through the days. any hunman communication/confrontation will send me back to square one and it all starts over again. blah blah blah. hope everyones hanging in there, as i am. not really though cause in a selfish peice of shit who only thinks of others when i force myself to. no replies needed.