Its been probably over a month that i've been putting serious consideration into my future.It's been about almost a year since i've since thought about my future,the only thing on my mind for most of that time was suicide and stuff. I still don't know what i want to do with myself.and right now its hard to try other things with the economy and with how much money i have.(60 dollars).I don't know what i want to do.i mean yeah i like cars i went to school for that but i can't stand working on normal everyday boring little old lady's honda.If i could get a job working on sports cars or a performance shop i would,but i have no work experience with them other than year long tech school.n i already talked to all those kinds of shops near me and i got a big fat NO from all of them.and going to college is out of the question cause i can't get any more student loans. so with all these things ive been thinking about going in the service.There are alot of good reason to go in.And i want to do it for myself and for this country.but its the last step of getting ready and taking the tests n signing up thats been hard for me.im not quite 100% about it yet. Ive gotten alot of crap from people about it and its not about them its my life.I just need to make up my mind and get that final push to do it.I dont know im still confused on what i should do.