It has been a week since my last overdose. I need more support. When I am on my own all i think about is doing it again. The new job does help but then it seems as soon as I leave the building those throughts just creep back in. I lie awake at night thinking about it. Everything is getting on top of me. I have next to no self confidence and no self esteem, I have money problems, relationship problems and other things going on. I am scarde to be on my own and leave my partner of 7 years even though he wants to end everything but I live with him but I am not strong enough to make that move. I am seeing a psychologist this week but it is not going to be a regular thing and can't seem to talk to my counsellor. All the time I think bout is just ending everything as I can not go on living like this anymore. I can see no way out!