Well,a few days ago I tried killing myself, obviously I surived. Brought to hospital,& was hooked up to all this crap,in there for about three days,wasn't fun. Now I'm going to therapy,on anti-depressants,& suicide watch(ugh,great). Sadly,even after attempt of suicide, I still want to do it.Now,I'm interested in cutting/self-harm, though I probaly won't be able to do it. Still depressed,feel empty & worthless. I go Back to school next week,don't know how I'll be treated,don't wanna go back to that place.